The nature of true spirituality
The following is
adapted from one of Anthony de Mello’s stories.....
A monk was
walking by the river considering the nature of true holiness.
He
was a devout man who kept his faith with a passion, and
considered it his duty to address those frailties he detected in
himself and others. He studied and prayed very hard so that he
should become as Christ like as possible.
As he walked by
the river, saying his prayers, he heard floating across the
river the holiest of the prayers of his order. But the prayer
disturbed the holy man. Whoever was saying these prayers had
failed to learn them correctly. The words were in the wrong order.
At this
opportunity to serve a misguided worshipper the monk hired a
rowing boat and set out across the river to find the man who was
mangling such holy and beautiful words. As he was
paddling across the lapping wavelets and negotiating the
currents his mind wandered to a curious phenomenon of holiness
that he himself had never had the opportunity to witness. He
considered that one would have to reach a very high level of
holiness indeed to achieve the art of walking across water as
Jesus had. Perhaps if he were to attain greater holiness and
perform acts similar to the one he was even now engaging in, to
wit the correction of a misguided individual who had not taken
sufficient trouble to learn his prayers correctly, he might some
day reach a level of faith sufficient to traverse the waves on
foot.
The mangled
opening of the prayer broke through once again into his
consciousness, disturbing his meditations on holiness and its
higher manifestations. The sound was coming from an island in
the middle of the river. He drew up to a small jetty and moored
his boat, and walked up a short gravel path. Inside a small and
simple cave he was much surprised to find another monk of his
order praying.
“Brother,” said
the perspiring rower, “I have taken the trouble to row all the
way across the river to draw your attention to the fact that you
are mis-saying your prayers.”
“Thank you,”
said the monk, “I was afraid that might be the case and am most
grateful to you for the trouble you have gone to in order to
correct me. Would you repeat once again the correct form so that
I may follow the more perfect path? ” The monk offered
again the correct version and then returned to his boat.
As he
paddled back across the river he reflected on his duty to
restore order to a misguided world. Acts such as this were
indeed a sign that he was on the true path to godliness.
He was much
surprised to be disturbed in his meditations on holiness by a
voice calling to him. “Wait a moment
good sir,” came the voice across the waves. Looking up he
saw his brother monk walking rapidly across the water towards
him.
“I’m terribly sorry to bother you again, but I’m afraid my
memory is not all it used to be. Could you remind me one more
time how the prayer should be said.”
Numbly, the
rower repeated the prayer in its correct version.
“Thank you so
much. May your good deed be richly rewarded.” And so saying
the monk turned and walked lightly back across the water to his
island in the river.
John